I finally made it through the campaign on Call of Duty 4...all by myself...well I had a little help from some walkthroughs, but I don't care I still finished it. I know the game is rather old and most people probably already know this, but it was the best single player campaign I have played in the shooter genre. It was better then Halo, Gears 2, World at War...I'll even say it was better then Half Life 2. Great story, but so hard (for me), I know I had to have died between 2000 - 5000 time while trying to complete missions.

I now have a desire to finally complete Halo 3's campaign. I have played every mission on one level or another, but I have not recieved the Gamerscore points for it. Hopefully I can get some people to help me (I need it) and try to finish it on legendary. That means they will kill and I will hide. Oh well they are all good peeps and are always willing to help out.

WTF....

Well I finally have a good game going on COD 4...I am 17 - 4 and have captured the HQ twice...it looks like it may be my best game yet...when it happens...................no I didn't screw it up (for once) but I start to see the connection interrupted thing at the bottom of my TV and next thing I know...Host ended the game...Bullshit!!!

Even when I play my worst game I will stick it out to the end.....4 and 38, I'm still playing...Most of the time it doesn't matter in COD...players come and go all game, but when it effs up the one time I'm doing well...they become an asshole.

It is just as bad in Halo....guy starts doing bad or plays against superior players they will quit....they don;t want to mess up their precious KD ratio or lose any of their skill level...Dude, you are a 14...do you think people are going to judge you more for being a 13 instead of a 14???

Call of Duty...I love and hate thee

Call of Duty 4 and World at War....both beautifullly made games, with wonderful multiplayers that are very addicting...Its like a heroin addict...I know I can't keep myself from playing, yet I know it's going to harm my ego...

It is actually worse then Halo for me...I know in Halo I can at least keep myself in single digit negative, but there is nothing worse then going 5 - 30 on a game of Domination or HQ. Of coarse i want to blame it on people camping, but in truth that is not the case...I just happen to have the reaction time of a 80 year old. Here I am all excited to get Modern Warfare 2 which again is just another place for a 12 year old to beat my ass. Oh well I still have fun...I guess...

I'm thinking of going back and playing some games I have to see if I can;t make it to a 10000 gamerscore before Christmas time...this is a very daunting challenge since...well I'm not good. I am currently working through Oblivion which I'm pretty sure I can get between 900 - 1000 GS points from, I am also going to enlist the help of some friends to help me get through Halo on legendary after those 2 are done who knows...I guess I can give Fallout another go, but I get too frustrated with it...too much shit wants to kill me...there is no peace like in Oblivion...everything hates me....

OH CRAP

I completely forgot I started this....Epic fails at games and brain activity. Oh well...

I still have been playing lots of Halo and have done well a few times...but I ahve a problem with running into people starting there 2nd, 3rd, 4th....accounts. Here is a guy who matchmakes agaisnt someone like me who has a low skill level that is actually a 35,40, or 45 on another account that just wants to try to get his 50. Then they feel the need to talk trash afterwards..."Dude, I've only played this game 13 times...you guys suck" then he continues with some gay or mama joke. Like we don't know you are starting a new account...Asshole!

I also decided to start playing Tiger Woods PGA Tour 10...at first the games really annoyed me, but I really started like this game more and more as my character got better and I can now drive the ball father. Any golfer would love it...Bethpage looks great on it..

I guess I should keep up with this...maybe someone will read it..

Practice doesn't help?

When Playing Halo (which I play a lot) I always imagine that I'm going to do better....this time. Hey, I've worked on my BR, I've practiced using the SpLazer, sniper, and rockets, I know the maps and where the weapons spawn, Hiding spots, even map strategies. I feel I have the knowledge to be able to compete, but this is not the case. I almost always end up negative and even those rare time I end up positive its + 1...how sad.

Here is an example (social slayer for that matter): I start off good on High Ground grab the SpLazer and attempt to go to work. I take out the Ghost, and get a couple of kills..I even make my way to a spree, but then it happens...Death after death after death. A complete embarrassment. Even after starting with a spree I go negative and I'm give them thier last three kills. Sad Face...

Welcome

I have to believe that I can't be the only Crappy Gamer on earth. I know there are others out their just wanting to vent their frustrations with Video Games they play. I know I suck at games. This is never and should never be debated, but I still love to play them. Just to give you an example of how bad I am at games...

1. I have over 300 Ranked games in Halo 3 and I'm still a 12 true skill.

2. I have played 21 games under may tagged and still haven't reached Gamer score of 3000

3. Most game I can only beat through the lovely co-op option that most games have now.

4. I have only completed two games on the 360 without help Oblivion and Fable 2.

There are many other examples of how much I suck at games, but I will save some of those stories for another time.

Love, Peace and Chicken Grease

XGC Dr Monk